Finding My Path

It all began in the autumn of 1998 when a co-worker at the local call centre lent me a copy of "Celestine Prophecies". The book opened my eyes to another world, a world I could only dream of at the time. But dreaming I was, until I decided to change my life for the first time.

So I left for London to study English. I was following a teenage dream of living in a big house with cool people, going clubbing three times a week and shopping in Camden market. I did all this, and more. But I was still longing for something different that would fill the emptiness in my heart.

Desperate to get away, again, I went travelling for a few years. I changed, I grew as a person and I realised that this world is indeed a very, very beautiful place. However, coming back to Europe only made me feel even more empty inside. Even more desperate.

In January 2003 I was mugged near the flat where I was living at the time. After the mugging I got a letter from the local police saying "We are sorry that you have been a victim of crime". I realised that something had to change, as I had turned myself into a victim! I didn't wish to continue feeling miserable, like a victim, stuck in a job that was slowly killing my creativity, waiting for life to begin.
So I decided to take charge and create a life for myself that would actually make me happy. This was the winter when I began to meditate (with earplugs) and reading any spiritual books I could put my hands on. On a whim I signed up for a two year course in Massage and Aromatherapy and haven't looked back since.

My first steps on this new path were somewhat hesitant, curious and at times full of wonder. I did take a few wrong turns and ended up with a twisted ankle and a scratch or two.

In 2005 I found Reiki and my path took a turn towards a more spiritual life. Finally I could use my intuition and inner vision in my work! I carefully started using Reiki in my Massage treatments and was amazed at how people seemed to be drawn to the energy. Within a few years I completed the Reiki Master course, which wasn't something I had planned to do. However, the energy had other plans! My first Reiki  Level 1 course went so well, and I realised that I love to teach.

I am truly blessed to be able to practise and teach this beautiful healing energy and it never fails to surprise me and fill me with awe.

I might never have found out what my true purpose is, if  I hadn't been forced to face my "demons" time and time again. When I stopped running away from the desperation and the emptiness in my heart, I became whole. I realised that Home isn't a place, it's a feeling. A balance.

And now, in 2010, I am happily walking on my Path, constantly growing, changing and learning, curious to find out what is around the next corner...

In Love & Divine Service,

Helena x